Lots of thoughts and feelings I was writing down while deep in heroin addiction, this was my therapy maybe even my journal but that’s not important. Juggling addiction, relapse, rock bottom, relationships, recovery, life and death. Inspiring journey about redemption, love, hate, mental instability and maybe even some hope and it rhymes. Laughing, crying, shouting and screaming all raw and uncensored emotions and truths. A love hate relationship with opioids and life but most importantly myself
Thursday, 4 March 2010
still gone
The truth they dont know,the real me i can never show. if 2 them the
truth i told,about what i am they will b sold. not looking the truth 2
c,but just passing their judgement on 2 me. doesnt matter what goes
wrong,ill get blamed ill b the 1. i have 2 play them all like a game
of chess,and that is 1 of the things i learnt 2 do best. if only u
knew how much energy it takes,4 me not my cover 2 break. hiding away
in plain sight,how the fuck am i getting it right. 2 make sure that
the smackhead junkie part of me,no one else but myself will ever c. if
only everyone around me knew,i already know what the fuck they will
do. all i have 2 do is continue 2 bend the truth a little bit and that
my friend,that is it
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