Lots of thoughts and feelings I was writing down while deep in heroin addiction, this was my therapy maybe even my journal but that’s not important. Juggling addiction, relapse, rock bottom, relationships, recovery, life and death. Inspiring journey about redemption, love, hate, mental instability and maybe even some hope and it rhymes. Laughing, crying, shouting and screaming all raw and uncensored emotions and truths. A love hate relationship with opioids and life but most importantly myself
Sunday, 7 March 2010
thought for food
if only people knew how horrible it is 2 be trapped in this heroine
hell, cant do anything, cant go anywhere, nothing, nadda, zip- without
having a fix, taking a fix with and working out how long you are going
2 b there and making sure u have enough fucking smack with u, keeping
in consideration enough is never enough and always running out ahead
of schedule. quickly trying 2 get home b4 the sick starts kicking in.
yes-the dreaded cold turkey; the runny nose, the cold sweats, the
crawling skin, the puking of that horrible tasting yellow slime that
just doesnt want 2 fucking stop and dont even mention the smack bowel
syndrome-holy shit(no pun intended)it could actually b funny if u
werent feeling so fuct at the time. welcome 2 my world
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