Another nevermind ???

So how hectically stuck do u think u can actually be? Try to get out of this hole I dug for myself and then you'll see. Here from the bottom of this dark pit u can c the light - but actually getting to it is another fight, every dark cloud has a silver lining? Tell these naïve fuckers to stop whining - how difficult can standing up actually be? Fuck your life up as badly as what I did and you'll see. These fucking cravings will tear your personality in two and that when u realize how hard yourself you did screw. Always being the clever little prick and then you ended up a heroin addict u dumb fucking dick. Always first to want to party, taking so much chemicals u ended up completely tarty, how many times do u have to hit your head against the fucking wall, how many times for help I'll call. Constantly lost and in a fucking daze, most of your memories shrouded in clouds of haze, is there even a point to all this shit I am writing, is it worth it? All these battles you are fighting. Where in the name of god are you going and is it positive this direction in which u were growing? All of the stealing, lying and pawning, all this whining probably has you yawning. So bottom line is not even I have a fucking clue so what the fuck else is there left for me to do? Maybe I should just stop complaining about this shit everywhere and find a blank spot and just fucking stare. Lose myself in that zone and adapt my life according to that tone...


'It seems like every time you come up something happens to bring you back down.' - Tupac Shakur