'i feel stupid and contagious, here we are now entertain us'
Nirvana - Smells like teen spirit
Lots of thoughts and feelings I was writing down while deep in heroin addiction, this was my therapy maybe even my journal but that’s not important. Juggling addiction, relapse, rock bottom, relationships, recovery, life and death. Inspiring journey about redemption, love, hate, mental instability and maybe even some hope and it rhymes. Laughing, crying, shouting and screaming all raw and uncensored emotions and truths. A love hate relationship with opioids and life but most importantly myself
Sunday, 12 February 2012
Deaf, dumb & stupid
So much lined up for a single day, i wish i could just make it all go away. But what the fuck else is left too be done cause i reallly need 2 do sumthing to make work fun. Mudane, mindnumbing and boring as it is and at this moment from its clenches thers no release. Just want to build a life that i can live, one where i can give, have hope for the next day and do so much less work than play. Not having 2 sacrifice ur time cause according to me that is a huge fucking crime. The one thing u cant get back, its like getting a refund from a dealer for bad crack.
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