Emergency 9/11

How many times has the fucking H hit me down to the ground, it's actually worste than what it sounds. Mopping the floor with your face and you see getting knocked down as a disgrace? Atleast you don't give up fighting - it sorta like not being able to stop writing...
Going on forever and a day, wishing your fucking addiction would just go away? Fucking dumbass: do u really think thats gonna work? Its eathr gonna make u crazy or go bezerk!! yes every day of your fucking life, going thru all this shit and strife...
So youll just have to keep fighting, like this always and forever sitting and writing, you cant stop and never should: u must fight this till ur last breath if you could. Never give up on trying to come clean but NEVER EVER forget where you've been...

'I chose not too choose life. And the reason? Who needs reasons when you have heroin?'
Trainspotting