Little bit later

This statement is as absolutly sad as what it is true and now i ask you what the fuck is there left for me to do? Cause after the meds slowly seeped it way through this very clean body of mine: boy-o-boy but now im trully feeling fine. Never actually realized how hard these subutex tabs can actually kick, now this pharmesutical buzz is something i cant desribe or am i thinking like a dick?...
Emotional overdrive and reality all gone so smooth and distant, but as much as i love this on getting clean im completely persistant. Altho there mite be a problem to my grand plan, cause when it comes to getting buzz generating pharmesuticals - im the fucking man! Always a bag full of smarties in my pocket to clear the head, and the boxes full is at home in the cupboard next to my bed...
A sript for more supplies at the chemist, waiting for me! And at this pace it feels like it will always be. So i ask you where is this one going, is this a good or terrible doing. Well im in a heavenly buzz now so ill corncern myself with that question later on, when all the tables wear off and once again i stand at ground level - buzz GONE...

'reality bites' - a very wise person