Turning the tables?

All the deep and dark alleys that other people so badly fear, thats usually where i have to go to when i call 'mY mAn' and you hear those amazing words 'im here'. Been waiting for 10 minutes that felt like a week, and here by 5 minutes of waiting you really get very bleak. Dodgy is where i am going but the fear of it im not showing...
So weird all these fucked up places your love takes you. Not to mention all the fucked up shit she makes you do. Having this bitch you love so much in your life really brings you down, and without her in your life you really look and feel like a huge fucking clown. It even feels as if youre walking goofy when theres others around, and if youve experienced it - how familiar does that not sound?...
So with or without the love of your heart: both ways your screwed cause it feels like you are falling apart? Completely fucked up in so many more ways than one, fuck me sideways but this shit used to be fun? Now your life is just one huge fucking schlep and its even a mission just to get up and take a shower, most of the time thinking about whats left after your true love just took your life in one second and in the blink of an eye: devoured...

'And I talked to Jesus at the sewer And the Pope said it was none of his God-damned business. While the rain drank champagne. My Estonian Archangel came and got me wasted. Cause the sweetest kiss I ever got is the one I've never tasted'

Rodrigues - Cause