Airhead: living a life full of regret. Lost in time: start to whine. Day in and day out; all you want to do is scream and shout. Lost and found: will you stay up this time round? Falling and falling: sometime out of this shitheap youll find yourself crawling. Time and time again; you have to stop relapsing sometime but when? So much fear of the unknown: when youre clean and sober you dont like the reality that to you gets shown. Cutting and bleeding; happens due to all the shit that life into your head keeps on feeding. Cooking up and sticking the needle in your arm: everythings already so fucked up that this cant do any more harm. Crumbling and falling apart: lost pieces being replaced with hate and the blackening of your heart. Emotions dead and dying: everythings fucked up yet theres no tears left for crying. Always wanting and needing more: one day someone you love will find your lifeless body on the cold wet bathroom floor. Anger and hate: isnt the life of a junkie just so fucking amazing and great!!!
'A word to the wise ain't necessary - it's the stupid ones that need the advice.'
Bill Cosby
Lots of thoughts and feelings I was writing down while deep in heroin addiction, this was my therapy maybe even my journal but that’s not important. Juggling addiction, relapse, rock bottom, relationships, recovery, life and death. Inspiring journey about redemption, love, hate, mental instability and maybe even some hope and it rhymes. Laughing, crying, shouting and screaming all raw and uncensored emotions and truths. A love hate relationship with opioids and life but most importantly myself
Sunday, 26 August 2012
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