Hope

I dont think anyone would ever understand the relief that im going through, all i know is somewhere i made a right choice and a did a right deed too, but its going so much better than expected, since my old ways i rejected. I just wish i can stay in this state of mind im currently in, cause then this round i can only win...
But i really have to stay on top of it this time, cause just one slip and it fucking over again, one bad choice and all the strenght is gone and over, then you need more than prayer and a four leave clover. Fuck it really sucks dick bigtime and then afterwards you revert to crime? That road i dont again want to follow cause thats a bitter fucking pill to swallow...


'Every goal, every action, every thought, every feeling one experiences, whether it be consciously or unconsciously known, is an attempt to increase one's level of peace of mind.'

Sydney Madwed