Ta-da!

Broken and im talking completely fucking shattered, why im saying this i dunno cause to no one its ever mattered. Pissed on and im talking drenched and soaked all the way through, ah well what the fuck is there to do? Inflicted all this shit in my life so i must just stop bitching, make a plan and turn everything around, althought its much fucking harder and more complicated that what it does sound...
Writing and bitching about it wont get me anywhere, i mean pissing and shitting blood wasnt enough although i got a huge fucking scare. Immediately made a thousand and one promises to stop, taht plan lasted about a hour and then it turned into a huge fucking flop. Cause my system is so fucking confuckulated that even when i get hungry, the difference between the two 'cravings' my mind cant even see...
Now you tell me thats not a fuckup deluxe and this heroin addiction does anything but sucks? Normality is like a pipe dream and its more fucked up than what it does seem. Everyone says 'but why dont you just say no', pick up this habit and then how simple it is to me you show. This is one curiousity and question that doesnt need answering cause pain, misery and everything else thats fucked up to your life it does bring...


'Mr Rabbit says: a moment of realisation is worth a thousand prayers'

Natural born killers