Tuesday 21 August 2012

Trainspotting

In active addiction youre always bitching cause you never have any fucking money; an addict can explain to you how flat fucking broke you can actually get and that shit aint funny. Clean for a while, debts paid and the leftover cash is burning a hole in my fucking pocket, while the devil is whispering these sweet words of temptation in my ear thats causing my strenght to crumble: fuck it! How in the name of god do you create a balance and where do you draw the fucking line? How difficult can it be to want to move out of this fucking hole, moving forward and having some sort of a goal? Am i out of answers or am i out of questions? Dunno, dunno, dunno???


'All wrong-doing arises because of mind. If mind is transformed can wrong-doing remain?

Buddha
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