Except for addiction the thing that bothers me most, is getting a subject for every fucking blog post, but thats not what i want to bitch about now, god it sounds like i complain about everything - wow! How many different ways can you complain about this shit, thats the bottom line or is it? Every day and night same fucking thing: how much misery this thing called addiction brings. Moaning about the prison your mind is caught in, constantly at day one you have to begin. How many times can i still fall, how many times 'an dumb cunt' are you yourself still gonna call. Isnt life supposed to be enjoyd? Cause what ive been doing really ripped apart and destroyed. Then i still have the audacity to complain and bitch? God! Thats rich!!!
"A drug is not bad. A drug is a chemical compound. The problem comes in when people who take drugs treat them like a license to behave like an asshole."
Frank Zappa , The Real Frank Zappa Book
Lots of thoughts and feelings I was writing down while deep in heroin addiction, this was my therapy maybe even my journal but that’s not important. Juggling addiction, relapse, rock bottom, relationships, recovery, life and death. Inspiring journey about redemption, love, hate, mental instability and maybe even some hope and it rhymes. Laughing, crying, shouting and screaming all raw and uncensored emotions and truths. A love hate relationship with opioids and life but most importantly myself
Wednesday, 15 August 2012
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