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Why cant this fucking confusion and pain just go away, its like this sick fucking game that life enjoys to play. You know how wrong every step that you take feel, you understand that the repucutions to your steps are real. Completely and totally fucking up evrything youve been building over the last time - hey look at the bright side: atleast u havnt yet comitted any crime...
Wow! Is that the best comeback you could come up with, maybe you need some glue or petrol: just a sniff. Cause if thats your explanation, even just trying to use it as a justification? Then you are much more fucked up that what you believed and need to reflect, cause that bullshit mastribation no one will accept...
Still, what the fuck was up with you this morning - lost and not right and you really did put up this huge fucking fight, how do u lose a fight where you are 100% in control, maybe cause you have no fucking aim or goal, words can't express how fucking pissed i am at myself - like in hectically rough: cause i just cant stop doing this stupid fucking stuff...

'dont worry, bout a thing. Cause every little things gonna be alrite'

Bob Marley - 3 little birds