Plain and fucking simple - just so we can get hurt, fucked over, experience physical and emtional pain, seeing how close you can come to losing your mind and overstepping the boundry between fucked in the head and completely insane. Struggling and suffering every motherfucking day; constantly hoping for death and silently wishing your life away.... Quietly and casually sitting on your thrown of shit; thinking to yourself that you are the bloody king and that is it. Not even vaguely aware that to life there is another way. Not even to mention that you're so not in the mood for wanting a new game with your life to play. So completely caught up in this web of deception an lies you spun, and in some sick, twisted and fucked up way it used to feels like fun...
But every now and then this 'bright light' shines so that the truth and all the fucking disasters in your life you can really see; also pointing out that there has to be a different path to life for me. So that means that ill probably not be able to go out in a blaze of glory, and in my future plans that would mean a excact opposite and a completely different story. Need to keep my head above water and its not as fucking easy as it might sound, yet i must not give up cause im not a FUCK gonna lose this round...
'As you walk down the fairway of life you must smell the roses, for you only get to play one round.'
Ben Hogan
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