Always walking and balancing on this thin fucking line, once a month would be alright but constantly and all the fucking time? This balancing act of yours is getting really fucking old and just too much, and everytime you lose balance and fuck out cause you get eager and then too fast you let go of the clutch...
Once again your wobbling?
How many times more can you let go, how many times my superiourity do i have to show, how about letting go for once and for all? Man after that life would be a fucking ball, how much shit do i still have to eat? Cause you can stop shovelling it cause i wont accept defeat...
Still wobbling?
This whole fucking life of mine - one huge fucking fight. For the love of god this shit cant be right? Give someone else some of this crap too, i cant be the only cunt that has to chew? One fucking day ill get there, not as if you actually give a shit or care...
Fuuuck! You are really wobbling!
' "Hey Judge! Shit on him!" Since, my friend, you have revealed your Deepest fear, I sentence you to be exposed before your peers. Tear down the wall!'
Pink Floyd - The trial (THE WALL)
Lots of thoughts and feelings I was writing down while deep in heroin addiction, this was my therapy maybe even my journal but that’s not important. Juggling addiction, relapse, rock bottom, relationships, recovery, life and death. Inspiring journey about redemption, love, hate, mental instability and maybe even some hope and it rhymes. Laughing, crying, shouting and screaming all raw and uncensored emotions and truths. A love hate relationship with opioids and life but most importantly myself
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