Wanting to quit your job just to go and get a fucking hit, you are really fucking redarded you stupid shit. Fucking yourself over on a daily basis, getting pissed off and annoyed at all the happy faces. Just wanting to pop their bubbles and bring them down, fuck! I cant be the only one walking around with this huge fucking frown...
Most of the time they're not even aware what we go through, nevermind even have the foggiest as to what we do. Youll be in the good books for years: and in one moment of honesty you ignite all theyre fears. And all of a sudden 'they've known all along', and now your the cunt and everything you do is wrong...
Never ever will you be trusted like before and im not even insinuating that it'll be more. From here on everything that goes wrong is you and about this little equasion there is round about fuckall you can do. Accept, reflect and move on and that is the end of this fucking song...
'when your day is long and the night, the night is yours alone, when you think youve had too much, of this life, to hang on. Dont let yourself go; cause everybody cries. Everybody hurts, sometimes...'
R.E.M - Everybody hurts
Lots of thoughts and feelings I was writing down while deep in heroin addiction, this was my therapy maybe even my journal but that’s not important. Juggling addiction, relapse, rock bottom, relationships, recovery, life and death. Inspiring journey about redemption, love, hate, mental instability and maybe even some hope and it rhymes. Laughing, crying, shouting and screaming all raw and uncensored emotions and truths. A love hate relationship with opioids and life but most importantly myself
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