Is it for a reason-or is it not?
How much more of this plot losing can I go through,
What the fuck else is there left to do?
Stupid fucking poems always running through my mind,
And yes I have the audacity to think I am one of a kind?
Never understanding what it is all about,
All there is left to do is to fucking shout.
What the fuck is going on in my head,
Lots of sad thoughts-pretending to be happy instead.
Always trying hide this disease that's riding me so hard-
Will I ever be able to discard?
Always nodding, eyes rolling to the back of my head-
Rain or shine this craving has to be fed,
Money, possessions whatever the cost-
Just try to make sure you as a person or your morals don't get lost, one bad choice quickly leads to an even worse one,
And before you even notice-your self-respect is gone.
'Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit tonight'
Breaking the habit-linkin Park
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