This is no fucking way to go through life-always craving,
This is no way to go through the world-always misbehaving,
Every morning waking up at four
Every morning whining your sleep could be more
How many times can you be depressed in one day?
How many more times times can you wish it away?
So ho many white lies can you tell,
Not even mentioning all the times you have fell,
But hey-one day im definitely gonna get it right,
For a last time put up a huge fucking fight,
The good thing is all the character and strenght you gain,
Going hand and hand with all the persnality disorders and strain, to that battle every drop of energy i'll have to add,
And I know for a fact its gonna be bad,
But hey-what the fuck else is there to do,
Sit down and go-boo hoo!
Not me, not a fuck,
Too much already the life of a smackhead really suck...
you always were the one to show me how
back then i couldn't do the things that i can do now.
this is slowly take me apart.
grey would be the color if i had a heart.
i just want something i can never have.
in this place it seems like such a same.
though it all looks different now,
i know it's still the same
everywhere i look you're all i see.
just a fading fucking reminder of who i used to be.
i just want something i can never have
Something I can never have-NIN