Saturday, 24 December 2011

Fuck ass

So much hate, anger, pain and uncertainty going through your mind, if only this life was towards me a little bit more kind. Always border-lining on complete fucking insanity, and to make it worse after a while it becomes such a comfy place to be? From where im standng only all the bad and negative in this world I can see - but thats not the way its supposed to be? Everyone blaming it on my addiction of 16 years: cause agreeing with my reasons will rattle their foundation and start showing them their fears...
Nothing they know is based on fact and that's the part of their education they lacked. Seeing the world with this slave mentality - yet there is so much more that they could be. Everybody wants to change the world in a certain way but it's all talk and games they play. If they see your starting to get serious; they fear that everyone would gat furious, then all of a sudden u get weird looks and here and there a funny smile and everybody conveniently forget about their plans after a short while. No guts or backbone have they got to show - rushing throught life and never taking it slow. Cause if you're in a haste to get it over and done: i can promise you that life is no fun. But if you slow down and realize for just a brief moment what the fuck is going on then you'll realise that the whole system is wrong...
How do you break down something so massive, big and with so much control - i can promise you its possible if you really make it your goal...
Imagine everything and anything that u believe in gets declared nil and void - your whole little unrealistic happy-bubble will be completely fucked up and distroyed. No one wants their foundation to be rattled, shook and left in complete shatters cause afterwards it feels like your everything has completely been left in tatters - but isnt it fuckups the in your life that let's u grow and makes you strong? Im not very intelligent but on this point i can guarantee u that im not wrong. Living, breathing and walking in your own personal hell for years and years and the worst part is that from others you can try and hide your pain and fears...
But to urself how the fuck do u hide something that has defined you to the extreme, you won't be you it you remove that rotten part and keep your self esteem. These changes you made are permanent and here to stay, just learn and focus on how to implement it in your normal day. Then the changes you notice will surprise you at every turn and then you realise its possible to make the system burn but before you can even think about giving it a go, you need to be sure that to yourself you strenght and courage must show. You have to be as strong as what the world and all the shit in it made me and then anything will be possible and that you'll see...

'there's no escape from the mass mind rape,believing all the lies that they selling you-you braindead? You got a fucking bullet in your head - blasted throught your head, motherfuckers lost their minds' Rage against the machine - bullet in the head

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