Wednesday, 15 August 2012

Available

Never a fucking clue, never ever know what to do. Always just falling deeper and deeper, have to catch myself cause i have no keeper. What feels like million days in addiction, only always causes friction. So fucking hard to stay away, always this twisted game with your life you wanna play. Fighting the needle with all my might, some days i even win the fight! And the next is harder than the one before, and then all your mind shouts is more. Such desperation i havnt seen for a while, its actually so fucked up you have to smile. Thinking about it causes so much fucking shame, atleast it makes you forget about the pain. Sad bud true, if you cant understand this then fuck you too...

"When you smoke the herb, it reveals you to yourself."

Bob Marley
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1 comment:

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