Why the fuck does fate tempt me so badly? Why the fuck do i react so sadly?
Why cant i just free myself from this jail?
Fuck me, its been oens since ive psosted bail.
So hectically lost in thought miles away,
its pissing outside and i find it so difficult just to sit, stay!
I promise you that perfect is how i feel,
and it is me and its real.
Yet all i wanna do is go and score,
and after that first fucking hit its just more!
So far lost and far gone,
sad realtiy, sad song!
Lots of thoughts and feelings I was writing down while deep in heroin addiction, this was my therapy maybe even my journal but that’s not important. Juggling addiction, relapse, rock bottom, relationships, recovery, life and death. Inspiring journey about redemption, love, hate, mental instability and maybe even some hope and it rhymes. Laughing, crying, shouting and screaming all raw and uncensored emotions and truths. A love hate relationship with opioids and life but most importantly myself
Wednesday, 15 August 2012
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I don't know if you are religious at all, but I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. I think about you a lot, and I hope every day that you're doing okay. You're gonna be okay, I KNOW it. Don't give up on yourself. You're not worthless, no matter what you think or what others think of you.
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it really doesnt bother me in the least, i actually appreciate it knowing that there is actually someone out there that reads some of the shit i write. Mwah
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