Same as always stop thinking and prepare, cause sometime or another for yourself you must start to care. Medicine, food and...by know you know what to get off by heart. I suppose starting to get all that stuff is a good start. Except for getting movies you are ready to start your going cold, i mean you convinced yourself, the deal is sealed so its sold?
Well if thats the case then im not doing well at all cause i cant even take that first step and start withdrawel. Blogging about it and dont want anyone i know to see it yet, but im trying to shove it down complete strangers throats on the net? Not just fucking stupid but idiotic, god dammit im a really stupid dick...
'I don't know just where I'm going But I'm gonna try for the kingdom, if I can 'Cause it makes me feel like I'm a man. When I put a spike into my vein And I'll tell ya, things aren't quite the same. When I'm rushing on my run. And I feel just like Jesus' son'
Heroin - Velvet Underground