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Grovelling at the devils feet just to take this mysery away, pleading and begging wit him but no! This game you wanted to play. No! you shall suffer till the bitter end, and the worst part is convincing yourself to like hell so you can pretend. Pretend tht everything is just fucking dandy and fine and yes i know where to draw the line...
Bullshit! I dont think that you were even aware that there was a stopping point cause your off smack but you standing with a big fat fucking joint, so much medication this morning you took, so fucking pale in the face that in the mirror you dont even wanna look. But your winning this battle you say? Well then, too you a big fucking hip-hip-hooray...
You know that every relapse is worse than the one before, yet youll always find yourself hammering away at hells door, quickly my lady let me in cause another round of misery i want to begin. Stupid is a word that this situation doesnt even explain! Why am i such a sucker for hell and all this emotional anguish and pain...

'here we are now entertain us'
Nirvana - Smells like teen spirit