And yet another dunno

So far away from what you really are, not just 'here boy!' missing - i mean really fucking far. Trying to to find who and what you used to be, but that part of you is so far away that not much of your former self is left to see. So is it possible to get back to zero? If you can get that right: forever you'll be my hero!
So this dilemma is huge: i mean fucking massive, and how do you fight something like this by being passive? Prayer doesnt work at all, maybe in your mind but it does fuckall for the withdrawel. A concious choice you have to make, and that motherfucker isn't hard to break...

'Try to run, try too hide, break on through to the other side'
The Doors - Break on Through