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Do you really want to see how fucking retarded and selfish you can be? Just pick up a quick addiction and i promise you that you'll see. Nothing or no one will ever again stand even half a chance, while your still really just drag yourself around like a zombie in a trance. The one and only thing you are ever concerned about is your next freaking fix for the next hour: and then till lunchtime u might have some freaking strenght and a little bit of power...
Just to walk around and work for a while but I can promise u really that sooo fake is this fucking smile. Food or drugs? Is there really even a choice to make, cause this money to the nigerian im definately take, we can worry about our health and unimportant things like eating again tomorrow, im on a buzz, i dnt hve time for pain and sorrow...
But when u slowly and surely start recovering or coming down, all your issues return while so hungry youll actually express it with a frown. All the aguish and pain that jumps right back will bite you in the ass and that cant even be fixed or forgotten by smoking shit loads of grass. So what do you about all this selfishness and pain? Your too way to sensitive to ignore it so i'll probably just go in-fucking-sane...

'I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.' - Kurt Cobain