Planning on killing you dreams?

For soo many years have you put yourself through an undescribable amount of agony. Your world turned to shit around you but you were either too high or arrogant to see. Maybe out of my thumb can i suck one good excuse more...? You were busy making a way for cash to go and score. Actually that last excuse is so always soo fucking true - cause you're constantly busy with it yet its the only thing you dont want to do...
I suppose thats the main concern why everything just turned to shit, i mean running around all day to make money just to feel normal by taking a hit. So i suppose there is your main reason why your life completely collapsed and fucked out; but it can be rectified so leave me and go and find someone who wants to hear you sceam and shout. I mean i was stupid and here and there a bad choice did i make, no ones perfect so dont tell me you've never in you life out of curiousity made a mistake?...
After being bitten by that fucking god damn curiousy bug, along with alotta bad choices that caused the addiction and then started to rot. my advise to you would be: find something to believe in and start praying - like ALOT! Cause the rollercoaster ride of your life is yet to come - and i will promise you it wont all be games and fun. Pain, hurt, fucked up emotions, a bad name and even the worst stigma you can ever get. and when this whole fucked up party is over, your parting gift? A huge motherfucking overfull box full of regret...

"Sex, drugs, and insanity have always worked for me, but I wouldn't recommend them for everyone." - Hunter S. Thompson