Saturday, 5 May 2012

Lollipop skull and bones

One by one your teeth are chipping, breaking, rotting away and then falling out - thats one of the things about substance abuse you were warned about. I mean eventually your health will deteriorate but fortunately this minor -inconvinience has a slow start, but at the end you're standing one foot in the grave constantly worrying about the stopping of a vital organ called your heart. Youre bladder is fucked, kidneys pounding and liver aching and its just a matter of time before your sanity soul starts escaping...
Thats what i suppose we call the point of no return? That part of your life where you start embracing the thought of hells burn. Always thinking this beat is the the last one your heart is gonna give; its been 5 years and yet i still live. Now to live with herion addiction plus worrying like about all that shit everyday, reall fucks you over and take all of lifes joys away...
Always in this sea of hate, fear and despair, stansing infront of deaths door and still you dont care? You really need to figure out what the fuck you have to do, god dammit youve even sniffed petrol and glue. You really have to sort out your fucking head, cause otherwise ill die with nothing but regret...

'I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.'

Kurt Cobain

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