Saturday, 21 July 2012

Blog, blogger, bloggiest...

I can feel that this path of mine is soooo FUCKING close to its end, i can taste it, touch it and see it, i know its mine for the taking and then all the pieces i picked up i can start to put together and mend. Picking up scattered remains as i go along, try my best to fix all the rights i made wrong. A fucking mission and a half that will be for me to start doing; cause unlike a lightbulb its not just getting a new one and replacing it by unscrewing. If i have to make a list of everything and everyone i fucked over, srewed and all the trust and good faith i turned to waste, i mean its not just material things for which you can just buy new ones and replace...
The stuff im talking about - in all the situations and parties caused a huge and deep fucking scar, circles most of these people will walk around you if they see you in time coming in the distance from afar. Closer proximity youll notice how uncomfortable they are when youre standing face to face, before you say hello they already deny that they have cash and then the constant feeling if their cellphone and wallets are still in place? And if they cant avoid you they try to cut the conversation short while youre still busy saying 'hello', usually somewhere urgent they have to be, theyre already late so they really have to go...
Well then run you cunt before the road gets covered in thorns maybe even some barbed-wire, maybe even out of fucking nowhere a mine-field or a burning tyre. Doesnt matter where you are, where youve been and this fucked up yet strenght and character building road you walked; behind your back so many bullshit stories, lies and halve, rotten truths has been talked. Itll really take fucklloads of perserverance, strenght and loads of energy and hard work to drag your beaten, bruised and broken body cross the finish line BUT when you have finished the road set out for you and passed the tests you will start moving forward and everything will turn out for the best and for once everything is there for the taking: yes all mine...

'Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.'

Lao Tzu

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