Royalty? Yeah right

King of nothing, ruler of none, getting hold of pieces on the run, always looking for that sick sense of fun. But im sorta trying to control the little mofo, whoopi fucking doo; way to go! Everythings lost, wait some hopes been found in the hell, could turn into a swell. Something good, something big ill even settle for anything aslong as life doesnt suck dick. World looks different when youre sober and straight, against all ods...just dont tempt fate...
And if the bitch comes and tempts you, what the fuck then wiseass-what do you do??
Havnt been there yet but i cant carry the burden of one more regret! So ill just have to have balls and be strong, stay sharp and i cant put one fucking foot wrong. I promise you then ill be so way past fucked cause this time the cold turkey i ducked. Next fucking time its gonna go dark, hard and deep and after all the shit ive been throught this time my sanity i wont keep...
Completely bonkers and out of my head, fall right back to point: addiction just being fed. Fuck tough choice to make, narrow road is the only one i could take...
Accept, reflect and move on...


'I said I will walk along these hillsides in the summer 'neath the sunshine.
I am feathered by the moonlight falling down on me.
Change, change, change.'

Counting Crows - A Murder of One